Shotgun Congress

Hello,

I am fucked up. truth. do you want to see my mind? come on in. experience my confusion. No money. No time. money, power, and all the bits. bits and such. that is that. Would hemingway agree? unknown to me. he died by choice. proof of free will? or just self destruction. I wonder. Why? do you get it? can you buy in? do you believe? buy in to what i say. if what i say makes sense. Most likely it fails. Oh god... are you there. Do you believe in me? confusion. blank. I cannot think. In a way that is true. whoa is me you see can you not? lost is a good way to say it. if it can be said. simple and succinct, a glance and a blink. Oh am I what I say? Hypocrisy is rampant. This is intoxicated confusion. Ha. Limp and linger. Possible explanations include inconsistent implication. I do not know. I can not know. speculation. Insanity? do I have it? what is what. who is who. I wonder. a matter of fact is an uncertain attack. Step back. and breathe. Ooo cool breath. Now breathe. this is me, but not. Is it cool or hot? Ha ha I say. It is not a joke. I choke. Gargle and gleam this is but a stream. nonsense has taken the reigns. I hope it rains tomorrow. The drips and drops may simmer and stop or, rather boil and hiss. What I miss is friendship. I've known but a few that stood fast and true, but to them I owe deep gratitude. I miss those who miss me back. I am lonely as a matter of fact. Not true. You see. there is one for me. I hope her love can free me from a life that is both deaf and dumb. Her power lies in one true love. I cannot fail... unless I am crazy. I might just be crazy.

This rant it random and unprovoked. I spoke. I spoke. I spoke.
This rant is random and unprovoked. I spoke. I spoke. I spoke.

With one last wish i leave you be. with one last wish i leave you be. You see. Do you see? Can you open your mind. or is it a waste of time.